Post by Mookie Lee on Apr 21, 2009 17:33:12 GMT -5
during the final immunity challenge
i feel like i should change my avatar and siggy again... like, atleast the signature... i feel like it will get to seem egotistical if i leave it too long... turn from pride and happiness to ego, sort of thing...
so i will probably do that tonight. apparently jenny talked to sierra and sierra and jessie are in a fight???
i don't know... jessie said she did bad in the challenge but i don't trust it... mine is on thursday now, at a good time of day for me, which is just awesome. most important immunity so i am extremely thnakful that brooke could work out a good time for me... that is very sweet!
jenny and i didn't talk last night. although we did exchange LENGTHY private messages... like i'm talking... it took me over 20 minutes to reply to all the parts of her message...
i just seriously can't see that being fake. like, i realize it was probably always meant as a back-up in case i just won out on the immunities... like so she'd have an option, so she'd get to F3 no matter what. smart plan. but i so feel like it's become something real. and i just can't felp but think that.
if it's real... jessie is already trying to help the best she can with jenny winning the immunity...apparently... but i don't know what that means exactly since i dont know what people are allowed to share... i am almost certain that jessie would NOT cheat in any form EVER... so whatever info jenny is getting i'm pretty sure is legal and i may be able to get it myself... who knows.
that's IF the whole thing is real which again, i have to honestly say i think it is real.
but today i am okay with being out. yesterday, about half-way through it... i got okay with it...
and jessie and i have been talking pretty friendly with eachother too... and after i did some research about the past games and stuff... like some MORE i mean, about the players themselves and how many games they were all in and stuff...
i dont know... i just started to feel okay with the prospect of being voted out.
and i want to play another game after this... i was never sure that i wanted too... actually started this as my last game like this ever but i dont know...
after this i don't have to care so much, and i think it would be fun to be one of those multiple game people... i don't know... we'll see...
have fun for now. i'm hopeful. but still probably out. we shall see.
i feel like i should change my avatar and siggy again... like, atleast the signature... i feel like it will get to seem egotistical if i leave it too long... turn from pride and happiness to ego, sort of thing...
so i will probably do that tonight. apparently jenny talked to sierra and sierra and jessie are in a fight???
i don't know... jessie said she did bad in the challenge but i don't trust it... mine is on thursday now, at a good time of day for me, which is just awesome. most important immunity so i am extremely thnakful that brooke could work out a good time for me... that is very sweet!
jenny and i didn't talk last night. although we did exchange LENGTHY private messages... like i'm talking... it took me over 20 minutes to reply to all the parts of her message...
i just seriously can't see that being fake. like, i realize it was probably always meant as a back-up in case i just won out on the immunities... like so she'd have an option, so she'd get to F3 no matter what. smart plan. but i so feel like it's become something real. and i just can't felp but think that.
if it's real... jessie is already trying to help the best she can with jenny winning the immunity...apparently... but i don't know what that means exactly since i dont know what people are allowed to share... i am almost certain that jessie would NOT cheat in any form EVER... so whatever info jenny is getting i'm pretty sure is legal and i may be able to get it myself... who knows.
that's IF the whole thing is real which again, i have to honestly say i think it is real.
but today i am okay with being out. yesterday, about half-way through it... i got okay with it...
and jessie and i have been talking pretty friendly with eachother too... and after i did some research about the past games and stuff... like some MORE i mean, about the players themselves and how many games they were all in and stuff...
i dont know... i just started to feel okay with the prospect of being voted out.
and i want to play another game after this... i was never sure that i wanted too... actually started this as my last game like this ever but i dont know...
after this i don't have to care so much, and i think it would be fun to be one of those multiple game people... i don't know... we'll see...
have fun for now. i'm hopeful. but still probably out. we shall see.
