Post by Mookie Lee on May 5, 2009 17:16:57 GMT -5
final day?
well i'm not removed from the game yet. i could see it happening, though i don't believe it would be fair to kick a new player out for breaking a rule that is not written anywhere. and as soon as i found out it was against the rules to willingly give out your password, i changed it immediately.
and okay to get another little bit off my chest real quick... why is it okay for sierra to run to jenny with every little piece of info i give her but as soon as i open my mouth about anything one of them has said, i'm like out on my ass?
lol... what is sierra so upset about?
jenny just confirmed to me, by PM by the way, that she did in fact tell me it would be easier for her to vote but that she didn't necessarily mean she WANTED me to win over everyone else.
okay, i get that. and yesterday when sierra started freaking out at me and i asked her if we could just please wait to hear from jenny before totally jumping off a bridge to conclusions...
yeah well i got the same thing from sierra that i always get. the ego.
i didn't know what to say when sierra was calling me out, saying i was trying to beat them in the challenge even though i promised i "owed" them...
the fact is sierra knew how much points i bid and what i sent in as an answer. i even went so far as to spell it out for her: bid 401 to make sure you get more than me. then i gave her my answers. even reminded her that she still had time to change her answer to the same one i submitted so that no matter what she'd win.
but oh i was like trying to beat them out of some immunity i owed them? for what? taking me this far? no... because ace would have been here if he won immunity, that's why her and jessie didn't even try in that puzzle challenge.
owed them for giving me a second chance? every chance sierra got, she lied to me. like why tell me your bet, why tell me your answers, if it's all fake and you are, at the very same moment, telling me i don't trust you?
so yeah i told sierra about how jenny had expressed she wanted me to win. that's how i understood the whole "it would be easier to vote if mookie was immune" statement, so sue me. it was an honest mistake!
and when she called me out o nthat, still thinking i didn't trust them when they clearly dont trust me... i told her about the giving jenny my password thing...
i like jenny. i've trusted her with a whole BUNCH of personal stuff, about myself... i've trusted her with a lot. and when i didn't trust her to bring me it was because she openly told me she was unsure. and that was for a brief period. and when i didn't trust sierra, it was because she was waiting to see who won immunity before she could say she was voting jessie (and jessie couldn't win immunity)... so yeah hard to trust that. and that was for a brief time.
so i feel bad about the gossip thing about jenny's telling me that.
so... yeah... whatever...
i'm admitting when i'm wrong. that's what matters to me. i'm not perfect.
well i'm not removed from the game yet. i could see it happening, though i don't believe it would be fair to kick a new player out for breaking a rule that is not written anywhere. and as soon as i found out it was against the rules to willingly give out your password, i changed it immediately.
and okay to get another little bit off my chest real quick... why is it okay for sierra to run to jenny with every little piece of info i give her but as soon as i open my mouth about anything one of them has said, i'm like out on my ass?
lol... what is sierra so upset about?
jenny just confirmed to me, by PM by the way, that she did in fact tell me it would be easier for her to vote but that she didn't necessarily mean she WANTED me to win over everyone else.
okay, i get that. and yesterday when sierra started freaking out at me and i asked her if we could just please wait to hear from jenny before totally jumping off a bridge to conclusions...
yeah well i got the same thing from sierra that i always get. the ego.
i didn't know what to say when sierra was calling me out, saying i was trying to beat them in the challenge even though i promised i "owed" them...
the fact is sierra knew how much points i bid and what i sent in as an answer. i even went so far as to spell it out for her: bid 401 to make sure you get more than me. then i gave her my answers. even reminded her that she still had time to change her answer to the same one i submitted so that no matter what she'd win.
but oh i was like trying to beat them out of some immunity i owed them? for what? taking me this far? no... because ace would have been here if he won immunity, that's why her and jessie didn't even try in that puzzle challenge.
owed them for giving me a second chance? every chance sierra got, she lied to me. like why tell me your bet, why tell me your answers, if it's all fake and you are, at the very same moment, telling me i don't trust you?
so yeah i told sierra about how jenny had expressed she wanted me to win. that's how i understood the whole "it would be easier to vote if mookie was immune" statement, so sue me. it was an honest mistake!
and when she called me out o nthat, still thinking i didn't trust them when they clearly dont trust me... i told her about the giving jenny my password thing...
i like jenny. i've trusted her with a whole BUNCH of personal stuff, about myself... i've trusted her with a lot. and when i didn't trust her to bring me it was because she openly told me she was unsure. and that was for a brief period. and when i didn't trust sierra, it was because she was waiting to see who won immunity before she could say she was voting jessie (and jessie couldn't win immunity)... so yeah hard to trust that. and that was for a brief time.
so i feel bad about the gossip thing about jenny's telling me that.
so... yeah... whatever...
i'm admitting when i'm wrong. that's what matters to me. i'm not perfect.
