day ninety seven

[Mookie Lee]

the same.... SOON

omg!!! i terrified!

like... everytime i log on i am waiting to see if the results are revealed, and my heart pounds. i except that when the results ARE revealed, that the twist may be revealed as well...

i think that the jury members might get to give a second player immunity. which would probably be jessie, considering the HUGE amount of time she's had AND the fact that everyone knows who she is. and like, i feel like sierra will win immunity still, so they wouldn't be giving it to her unless i won immunity. in which case it would probably be her and i who got immunity. which would be really cool. that would be excellent.

or imagine jenny and i got immunity somehow? now that would be PERFECTLY hilarious!


anyway i thought of a few really good ways that i could get jenny some more votes should i make the F3... like, REALLY good ways... only one of them (the BEAST one) would require jenny's help which means she'd have to know and she's already expressed that she doesn't want me to do that for her...

but why wouldn't you? i'm not going to throw myself under the bus, i just want to help nudge the jury in the right direction... that's all!!!!


lol....



but ya i'm terrified... here we go... i doubt i can win immunity because of my guess and the whole inclusion of a letter which wasn't found using any of the clues... lol!

[Mookie Lee]

oh you know what sierra told me?!!!

she told me that i can play in the next season, the one that she hosts...

i didn't even have to promise to be good. i promised AFTER she said i could... and she understand why i've gotten so involved here... it's my first game, it's running really long and taking on a sort of life of it's own and i got really connected to one of the players in it, which has never happened to me online before...

jenny won't be in sierra's game. so that will help! lol, it's hard to play a game like this with someone like her. or, i mean, someone i care about in some strange way... i dont even know her so i dont know why i care. but i do. GREATLY.



but yeah she said if brooke doesn't give me my all-stars invitation for this game... that she'll try and make sure i get an all-stars invitation from her game, given i can do good at all...


that's awesome.


but i still REALLY want to make F3... these are my two main reasons:

first... jenny IS going to be there. i don't wanna be sequestered from her, even if we won't be able to talk much this week anyway... also jenny and i have been talking about being in the end together for a very long time... and when we found out it would be an F3, sierra was our automatic choice for who to join us... so that would be perfect...

and number two... i want my name on the hall of fame thing... like, as a finalist.

i WANT that... then people might not like me but atleast i'm on the board and i made it to the end and i DID good.


well, actually, i already did good. these three girls had a D1 agreement somehow (again i return to sierra WASN'T on our tribe)... but yeah, i'm the last one here in this game other than the powerhouse alliance. so, i actually have done really good so far, believe it or not.



but yeah... that's so cool. i'm glad i'll get another chance at all-stars if i don't make it this time.

[Mookie Lee]

i feel pretty bad about the limbo thread.

i didn't want to talk about it in here but like...

you know, of course i feel this way about the power alliance... like, a little bitter and stuff but like...

if i had to bet, they knew eachother on day one. like who eachother were. but i would bet that it wasn't like on purpose or planned, actually.


i don't know dude... you know? like i feel bad about the limbo thread because i'm like just not letting it go!

but it's strategy on that thread.

1) i told sierra i'd self-destruct to the jury. she said i should start doing it now, and then play fair in the final tribal council.

2) i want the JURY to know i have no chance against this power house alliance. in a way that doesn't involve me just telling them, and involves like a little bit of "damn mookie is screwed, that sucks" or "that's not really all that fair" or just something like an impending doom that only they could help...

also i want the activity thing to be upped, and the fact that i want this sooooooo bad!


i mean, if i self-destruct, it will be AT THE END, TO THE JURY. i still feel like i need their help to get there because of the twist.


but i did want to look a bitchy some more. if it's good for entertainment, for the jury, then good. if it just makes them not like me, then okay. that's the risk i took.




but i do feel bad about being such a bitch again. because like... jenny and sierra know it was fake but... jessie doesn't. or hasn't been told that by me atleast...


i don't know... i can't wait for the results and for the twist to be revealed. i'm sure jessie would ge tthe help from the jury, or atleast sierra... but you never know...

maybe they would like me to be there, in the end... ?


i know i would like to be!